As a pregnant woman the emotions begin to flair. Everything seems so out of proportion that it's driving me insane. I officially lost it last night at work and had an emotional breakdown! I hate crying in front of certain people, but last night I bawled in front of everyone. lol. Funny to think about. I cried all night long, crying myself to sleep. As I said...silly emotions. Sometimes I wish (as I'm sure every woman does) that I could spend the last few months of my pregnancy someplace exotic with not a care in the world. So what is the latest news.... Well James and I have been talking and he announced to me that he knows when and how and where he's going to propose to me! Throughout our talks he has told me that he wants us to be married by the time lil James turns 1. Did I tell you that already? I can't remember. But we were talking about money and our financial situations and he said that he would like to use the money from next years tax check for our wedding. So who knows. We could be talking anywhere between March and July. Married at the age of 19. That scares me more than I would like to tell. But I love him. How do I know? You just know. As long as God is the foundation of our lives we'll be alright.