i havent posted for a while and everytime i start to i get halfway done and never post, so im posting now! it seems a lot has happened. Thomas broke up w/ me and ya i still miss him but im ok w/ the whole thing. i hated the drama that was involved though. like how my friends were telling me that he was going around telling other people that we never dated and that hurt cause that's just not like him. but i talked to him and cleared it up finding out that none of what was being said was actually true. stupid highschool drama, gossip and lies. now i dont want a guy in my life. i know ive said that many times but honestly i wouldnt have dated thomas if he wasnt so different (in a good way). but i can wait on someone now. (tired of the heartbreak). my job has been ok. they love working me to death. they love me!! worked morning and night shift on sat. and sun. and worked mon. night. then i get to go back tomorrow. woo-hoo! i really dont mind. its good money that i can use (who cant use money). the only thing i really miss is playing the guitar and sleeping. but i better get use to it. found out that i am sara's role model! that was exciting. so thomas and i were talking about how i have all these unfinished songs that ive written in my past and how i love to write music when the mood hits me. he got excited over it and is going to hook me up w/ some software for the computer that will record my music. that way i can make an album and get it out there. i wounder if he has an album? ill have to ask. o my grades are awful and im so unprepared for anything anymore. its literately like my time just flies out the window. how sad is that. well it is late so TTFN.