well i had a really good blog written all out and then my computer goes flop. so ill try to retype what i had but i know it wont be as good. bane and i talked tonight! woo-hoo. but it was awkward cause i never see him anymore or really talk to him that much anymore. he has very limited min. this month due to his dad's talking skills so he can only talk after 9 and then when i do call him he never seems to pickup the phone. he has this deal where he always leaves his phone at home rather than takes it with him to places which is weird to me cause i take my phone with me everywhere. i would feel naked without it. unless its during school and then i just dont care. dad got on me tonight. mom had asked me to do the dishes and feed the outside cats and when i got home i ate and went and crashed in my brothers room and just chilled. i hadnt forgotten about what i was suppose to do, i just wasnt doing it right away. part of it was being lazy and the other part was me waiting on dad to get done eating so i could do the dishes all at once instead of in spurs. as for taking care of the cats, thats never hard to do and it hardly takes any time at all. but mom called him and said i was suppose to do the dishes not him and he got mad and told me to get off my butt and do my job. it only took me 20 min. to do dishes and cats and then i was ready to go get naomi from drama only to find out that mom was picking her up after she told me she wouldnt. kinda frustrating (AHH). just a lil. we voted for prom king and queen today which is so very stupid. prom is cool and all but who really needs a king and queen. thats basically saying the most popular people in our school get crowns put on their head for being cool. its so stupid. whats new. i voted for sara and southside. lol. that would be fun to say the least. i love you candy and im sry we had that lil disagrement today. i hate fighting with candy cause we've always been there for one another and it hurts to fight. 1 more week until valentines day! i dont have to celebrate it this year. come to think of it ive never had to celebrate it. ive never managed to keep a boyfriend around long enough to celebrate that holiday. surprise. always messing something up. people or just life in general. i was thinking about sparkle today. i tried to talk to him today but that didnt go to hot. sometimes i just wish that i could go up to him and be like "hey there you" and actually have a conversation. i miss him at times. wish that i could just walk up to him, hug him and tell him everything will be alright. i sometimes wish he would just walk up hug me, kiss me and hold me and tell me everything will be ok and how much he misses me. but that'll never happen. my fault again. i cant remember what else i had in my blog but there was more. if i think of it ill type it later. but i gotta bounce.