its funny, the song falling or fallen by Staind (whatever it is) has been stuck in my head since it happened. since he broke up w/ me. he had good reasoning. he doesnt want us to get close for the 4 or5 months that we have before he goes to college and then have to break up w/ me. its for the better (i keep telling myself). i mean the long distant prolly wouldnt work out b/c the tension of very seeing each other and missing each other and all that kind of stuff. but it still hurts, badly. 1st really good guy that i dated and he's gone just like that. at least we are still talking and are friends but ill miss him. i hope we can be good friends during college. like close enough to where we can tell each other everything. ha me and my dreams.