hi! it's been a while. (understatement). seems as though so much has happened since the last time that i wrote but i dont remember all of it, so moving on to the present tense......work at bob's is going good, grades are starting to improve (ya its only the end of the year!), and im starting to really think about my future. hopefully this summer i can balance a job, retake the classes that need improvement (online courses) and maybe take some extra courses so i can graduate early. no time for a boyfriend which is fine w/ me b/c really im not interested. very recently two guys have proclaimed that they are practically in love with me. please its highschool! honestly im tired of dating. i need a break. i want friends, not attachements. someone i can open up to and share everything with. plus there are far more important things at the age of 17 then guys. let me get the puzzle pieces of my life together and find the firm footprints of my path as i go day by day. who cares if it takes years. honestly! i know someone is out there, someone incredible. but its my teenage years. PARTY!! ha being totally random right now. i use to have the mindset that everything had to go a certain way, but no, the curveballs of life are needed. NEW TOPIC: im going to prom. (something far too overated) and im going to have a blast. going with friends and basically just hanging out the whole night. yah!! im excited. 17 days of school left! well its back to my schoolwork. ill try to write frequently. i just hardly ever get on the computer unless its to listen to the Media Player. i love music!