It would be a lie to say that everything is good and dandy. Details I will not share at this time, except to say that my heart is hurting. My soul feels broken over something that I do not understand. It seems as though this month was a hard month. Was it my fault? I don't think it was. The situation that I find myself in (right now) is so deep that I wonder if I will trully ever recover. I know that I will. The amazing thing is that I would let this situation repeat itself 99 more times if I knew that on the 99th time things would turn out differently. Call me a fool, but I still see hope in this situation. Please pray for me. If only God would heal my heart and blind my eyes.